It's not my fault that I can't understand your pain

$\small不能理解你的痛楚不是我的错误$

I'm going round in circles over nothing

$\small我在漫无目的地徘徊踟蹰$

Despite the energy I've spent on being you

$\small尽管我为与你相拟付出了那些能量$

I don't think it'll all amount to something

$\small但我不认为这将有任何所筑$

So please forgive me if I'm seeming far away

$\small所以请原谅我，若我看上去遥不可及$

It takes a while to find the hard-reset key

$\small找到硬复位键需要一些时间$

My heart is broken and my psyche's doing worse

$\small我的内心支离破碎，精神沉湎$

At this point it'd be best if you could end me

$\small请在这刻了结我吧$

I-

$\small我-$

want to fall apart again

$\small愿再次离析$

With water in my veins-

$\small与不纯净的血液$

and ice inside my brain

$\small和已冰封的心绪$

Oh

I-

$\small我-$

need to crash against the day

$\small得予这白日以猛击$

A slave to all I make

$\small囚系于我所犯下的累累$

A teardrop in the lake I call——

$\small我愿称为泊中之泣$

It's been a week since I've had a proper meal

$\small距我正经吃饭已有一周$

And yet my brain still seems content to let me starve

$\small我的大脑似乎仍命令我绝食$

The months just flicker by

$\small几个月一闪而过$

I can't yet bring myself to cry for the ragged holes they carve

$\small我不能看着他们所掘的崎岖流泪$

So I apologize for my selfishness

$\small故我为我的自私道歉$

The way I've left you powerless as I retreated back into myself

$\small我曾让你无力,我也曾如此对待自己$

I've been a weight on you-

$\small我一直是你的负担$

I haven't paid my dues-

$\small却从未承担过责任$

You know I don't deserve your help

$\small你知道我并不值得你的援手$

At the end of the universe

$\small于穹顶之涯$

There is nothing but the embers of your soul

$\small这里仅有你灵魂的余烬$

Listen close to your death drive

$\small切闻你的亡途$

There is nothing left for this life

$\small生命再无起伏$

And god will know you choose right

$\small神明自知你正确的彷徨$

But I can see the light——

$\small但我能看到光$

I-

$\small我$

want to fall in love again

$\small想再次坠入爱河$

with lightening in my veins-

$\small与雷电般的血脉$

and storm inside my brain

$\small和风暴般的思湃$

Oh

I-

$\small我$

need to claw above the day

$\small需爪攀至白日之上$

To care for all I make

$\small去关切我所做的种种$

To hear the echoed wake I call——

$\small去听我呼呐绕梁的唤醒之声$

When the night is gone

$\small当长夜将尽$

The tides will part

$\small潮亦将却$

All a testament to fear of moving on

$\small我用我前行的恐惧以誓$

I won't let you have this one

$\small我绝不会让你得逞$

Not until my collapsing heart turns to rust

$\small直到我破裂的心锈蚀为埃$

lyric provided by frums

translation provided by blue_239k